Gah its moments like these where its really hard to be myself
i never know what to do in social situations
and now i wonder whether ive messed up by doing something... but im afraid to ask because I fear that that may be messing up / socially inappropriate
so maybe i'll never know... or maybe i will end up asking, and it'll be the wrong thing.
it's hard to live inside my head
i wish i didnt have to
